Thankful

Submitted my last assignment.
But no sense of excitement in me.
It's time to prepare for finals. Not fun at all =((

Well, I should be very thankful with my current situation.

This morning, I read HH's sms asking me to wake her up this morning..
But the first thing I realised when I stepped out of my room was SL and her house slippers still placing at the door entrance!!
There's no way that they have gone out before I woke up at 7.30am.
Then I saw HH's room is still locked.
Gosh! They didnt come home last night..

That's why I said I should be thankful.
I'm actually much luckier as compared to those chemical students taking Pulp and Paper as the optional stream.
It's such a relief that I took Nanotechnology & Materials.
Most of them never sleep, never go home last night. They were all in the computer lab rushing for their last assignment and they are still doing it. OMG!!
Same goes to Mechanical students..Some of them camp in com lab last night as well..They have 3 assignments due this week.

Take care everyone!
Don't overstress ur body..i bet all of u have overworked..
*Pat Pat* The storm will be over soon.
Jia you!

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Bad Dream

Oh my..I had a bad dream.
In the dream, the airport was terribly crowded as in everyone's trying to get away from Melbourne.
I dreamed that I was late for my flight back to Malaysia. N all the following flights were full..I couldnt go back! Wuwuwu~

Got shocked and woke up..then slept back again.
The 2nd time was a part II of the previous dream.
Ignoring that the fact I was late, I went to the check in area and hoping to have a talk with the officer and they would allow me to enter..Mind u the plane is taking off in 5 minutes time!!
Miraculously, there's another person who was in the same situation as me. N the officer actually let us in and we run all the way to the departure hall and get to board on the plane!!~

Why would I suddenly have this kind of dream and it felt so real?
Does anyone have the talent to interpret dream?
I hope this dream is not foreseeing that I will miss that flight.
I shall not be late for my flight. Must be punctual!

What a shocking dream to start my Sunday..I hope the remaining of the day would be better.
Have a nice day people!

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Week 12

Another week has gone..
Week 12 of uni is like hell..

I was so unprepared for the reaction test..
Went to the battle field knowing that I'd fail for the exam..n so it was jz as I expected..even though I've put a little hope in it..hoping it would turn out slightly better..but it didnt..it was just as bad as what I thought of..
7.5% down the drain.. T_T

Stay back at Computer Lab for design until 4am. (new record)
N was told whatever I've done was not entirely right..I've done extra work on it..Grrr~
Next day redo it..then redo again after consulting lecturer..
Computer lab for this semester is so much more packed than last semester..
N it got worse for the last few weeks..there are barely any computer available..
Monash computers are so insufficient..they should extend and purchase more computer for students' benefit!
N guess what..spending like an hour strolling around com lab n couldnt get any..my group mates decided to go Monash College to use their computers since they are having a break now..N the com lab was empty! We owned the lab until 6.30pm they closed it..XD

Basically I just left one more Process Control assignment which is due on Monday morning..N i'm done with my Year 3 internal assessment..
After that I'll have to prepare for finals..in which I've not even started any preparation about it..*No eyes to see*
Still remember during Year 1, by this time most people have finished studying and started with pass year papers..As for Year 3, it's completely different..until this point everyone is still busy completing assignments and projects..This is why I've been told by seniors that year 3 is crazily different..Now I've experienced it and so finally I understand what those seniors meant by saying that it is a lot tougher..

Last minute work wont bring u any near to good grades..
Procrastinating will drive u crazy meeting up the deadlines..
Working 24 hr around the clock..just keep working..non stop stresses coming to ur way..
Just checked my Nano journal assessment mark..not sure about what majority got..
But the mark aint satisfying..been reading so much journals..ended up with that kind of marks..not worth it at all..boo!

I still havent come out with a plan on how to study for finals..
3 papers in a week..with 2 papers in 2 days..
I really don't like this type of combination..
Stressed me up to the fullest..made me a zombie-like creature for that period @@

Finals in less than 1 month..
I don't feel like studying..
I don't want finals to come..
As much as I refused to sit for finals..another thing that I m reluctant about is Year 4..I really don't wish to enter my final year..
I don't think I'm ready for it..seeing how those seniors suffer for final year design project..it's really sth that i dislike n i cannot handle..

I wish I've the talent to freeze time..
Can anyone teach me how to freeze time like what Hiro Nakamura did in Hero?

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Chosen Path

Feeling quite emotionless right now..or is it moodless?
I'm at a point..looking back @ the past n foreseeing the future..
Are these all I ever wanted?

All the while I kept telling everyone that it is my dream to study in Australia.
Yes. My dream has come true after I persisted for so long.
I'm not as lucky as some people who are being forced to study overseas by parents.
To me, they are lucky. Because they have the golden opportunity that I've ever wanted to taste the study life in overseas right after Form 5.

I've never blamed where I come from.
In fact I'm grateful that I've made it this far.
At least my dream is fulfilled.

However, thinking about next year..
A lot of friends who are on exchanging will not be around..
I'll be celebrating my first ever Chinese New Year alone on this piece of land which is so called the most densely populated state in Australia, without my family and close friends..
Will I be able to withstand it?
Up until before tonight, I thought I could.

But after the conversation with this bunch of lovely friends, I know I will miss each n everyone of them dearly next year as well as all the fun they are planning ahead.
The friendship has been bonded strongly for almost 3 years or less.
When u r away from home, u will tend to mix more with friends..not to say tend to but that is what u can seek for after family..
For my case this is exactly true..especially when I was in Sunway n now in Clayton.
It would be hard to adapt in their absence.

Well, this is my chosen path.
I should proceed and see what is awaiting for me on the following journey.

To those who are concerned, I just wanna say that U guys have been a great great friends to me..I'm truly blessed to get to know all of u..
I'll definitely miss u people.
What should be done is..cherish all the great moments together..n live no regrets!
Awww~ I need a hug now ><




Sorry for this solemn post, right now i just feel so weak to be alone.
Don't worry. I will be fine.
Still need to prepare for the 7.5% test in which I've barely started.
Sigh. Just feel like screwing it!

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An hour is lost..

This is so so crazy..i slept from 4am to 5pm..><
Still cannot get over the fact that I actually slept for freaking long when I've so much dateline to deal with..
Indeed I've played to the fullest for my mid sem break.Even the very last day I spent it on sleeping =.=
Ahhhh..So much work to do, but so little time..
Moreover, due to day light saving, my timeline is one hour ahead..meaning I've lost an hour..n i m now 3 hours apart from Malaysia time..
Gosh...someone please save me..I'm so freakout out!!
Hopefully I've the strength to complete all my tasks in time..
Gonna burn all the possible midnight oil..Wuwuwu~

*Add on*
I've been having too much fun..n still hoping to get more fun..
Oh my..Wake up n Come back to reality please..

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