Determination and Faith

First week of semester two Year 3 is done.

Hello people.
I guess I've started to abandon the blog again.
There are too much distractions around..Facebook, outings, drama, sleep......etc
N the root of all is..I'm lazy
Especially after uploading photos on facebook and tagging each n every picture..I felt like as if I've completed the mission of telling stories about my trips and outings.

It is hard to get rid of procrastination.
It is hard to maintain the continuity contribution to the blog.
Because...I'm lazy by nature...hahaha
I do not have strong determination. This is my weak point. I always do things like "hangat hangat tahi ayam".
Since young, from playing organ, writing chinese caligraphy, drawing, guitar......none of them I've ever showed persistent in myself. I got interested. I learned. N I stopped.

Oh well. This is me. Sounded very useless though.
Everything is like an excuse.
Nobody is born with strong determination.
It all depends on your own.
It is a matter of whether you want it to continue or not.
I still have a long way to go in learning this.

Hmmm..how come I can get sidetracked so much from the main topic that I wanted to share.
Perhaps I should just let it be and come back to that next time.

I'm not feeling very happy right now.
It doesnt feel good when someone who is close to you no longer have faith in you.
Intentionally or unintentionally the words that were said have hurt the heart.
Do you know which part of our body is the most powerful weapon?
The anwer is tongue!

"An unguarded tongue has destructive effects."

Yes. Even though tongue cannot hurt physically.
But it is more painful to be hurt mentally.
Injuries that were caused by cut, bite, kick, whack or any physical impact will eventually recover one day.
However the internal injuries from the heart and feeling..which can't be seen might stay forever.

It is always two-way flow when come to relationship with people.
If someone doesn't have faith in you..perhaps u need to do more to gain back the trust.
But it is really annoying when you have tried and the problem is still there.
When you though that you are progressing..but in the end the result showed that you are actually not standing any further from the starting point..it is really a big disappointment..as if u hv never done anything about it..

If you feel tired, you would wish to get some rest.
So...Am I tired now?