Off to Aussie

Whoa~
Tomorrow gonna fly to Aussie d
Just now only started packing
Not yet finish packing..Still left some minor stuffs

The day before only get scolded by mum
Said I macam bor kam buan go
Haha..A bit bit la

Now I've some complicated feelings.
It is a mixture of excited and longing for this place.

I've never been to Aussie.
There's once during standard 6 where I had the chance.
But forgotten what happened, in the end didnt get to go.
So this gonna be my very first time.
My parents are not going..I jz follow my uncle's family for this trip.
Honestly, I've not talked to anyone of them-(Uncle, aunt, 3 cousins) for really a long long time.
Dont know the following 8 days..how awkward it will be
Travel without my parents..This is not the 1st time d la..
Got pros n corns lo..I'll get More freedom but there's nobody for me to put order on
Hahaha~
Need to rely on my own..Aihz..I'm really not an independent gal
Have to do a lot of learnings

I will be missing a number of activities holding around the corner
Let me name some of them:-
The grand opening of Queensbay
The PC Fair
Hun Seang's birthday
Mega Sale(Haha..Not really la..It will last until 1st of Feb if I'm not mistaken)
Star Walk(The closing date has reached, I cant register for it d..Haha)
Death Notes in cinema(Sigh..I guess next week will be the last week showing this film d)
Some international cultural carnival at KL which lasted for one week(Sounds interesting..But dont think I can straight away go to KL jz after back from Aussie la)
Jolin's concert?!(Haha..not my taste..)
Chill out with friends during this period(I know I know..There'll still be a lot of meet ups in the future..But missed means missed d mer)

Hrm..Are there only these little? Should have more..but now I cant remember them
Well, I'll know them after I've missed it!!

8 days wont cause me to be homesick ba
Hahax..Besides I need to adjust the time to 2 hours earlier, I guess everything will be just fine over there.

So Take care everyone
I'll see u all again soon..soon..very soon..
By then, I'll get to meet Cheryl and KK too, right?
Dont miss me =P (Hahax..I know u all wont ei la..So bor sim..T_T)

Off to meet dolphin...*Winks*

Step Up

Sigh..I didnt wanna blog today
But Bao Xing forced me to post due to his boredom..Swtz

Crapz

Hrm..is Okay la..as I've got nothing important to do..


Went to watch Step Up just now
Quite nice especially if u r interesting in dance genre



N I started to understand why Prisci is able to watch the movie in the cinema for 6 times!!!
During the movie, a little gurl beside HunHao raised her legs n hands n started dancing overthere..
Hahax..They bet that this gurl gonna go learn ballet or any dances in few months time
Even Wei Jie also kept on asking us to attend dancing classes with him
He kept repeating that this movie is nice whenever he saw any friends after the movie
He's so funny..

Hrm..Frankly. I think this movie is only great with the dancing part;
when the dancing stops, the other part seems like not working so well..
It's just mainly to show off the dancing skill rather than acting technique..
But the audience will enjoy the show whenever the characters were taken to the dance floor
Though it's quite stereotype, but who cares..all the while the movies for the time being is mostly predictable.. we get amused by the dancing steps and enjoy it will do..
Somehow..I feel like "Honey" is better than "Step Up"..
Hahax..maybe the characters in Honey look more handsome n beautiful?Well..the storyline is better built up than Step up la..
But still..both looks tempting for me..

The lesson I get from the movie..
Or it's kinda like the theme of the movie?..
Every second chance begins with a first step.
It certainly works for the characters in the movie as the script is written by people
But in life, will it really happen?
No idea..It never really work on me..Or perhaps it's just not working right now..
You never try, you never know..this is what I believe..
Even if it failed, at least I've tried my best..
It gonna be a small

Meet up - Monday

Hey Union gals,
There's gonna be a small meet up this coming Monday (27/11/06) 7pm at Coffee Bean, Bellisa Row. Saturday(25/11/06) afternoon at Gurney Plaza.

The date is initially decided by k-lyn n lin nar.
K-lyn is only free at night for weekdays and some weekends which i guess that is for her family day. So i guess the time and day is okay la.
The venue is chosen randomly, becoz we got no idea where is a good place for chit chat.

It is changed again and again.
Haha..Long story..So now the one to be blamed is putty..Lala..
Just kidding..We're trying to make everyone..erm..most people comfortable with the time and date..

So, if u have any other ideas, please drop a comment here and we will try to arrange it.

Whoever can or cannot make it also comment here.
Haha..I'm kinda lazy to go inform one by one.

But I guess that work still need to be done.

So see you gals next Mon this Saturday!!

L-O-N-E-L-Y

Hrm..Apparently I've got nothing to do now..
Even I finally get to online here, but I duno what to do..

I guess most of you know that I'm not in Penang now
K..for those that do not know, I'm in KL right now
But I'm gonna be back soon

Just drop a blog from KL ba since I got nothing to do

Ignore this blog if u r busy
Cz it is jz something which is not significant at all

Hrm..write about how I FEEL now la
The feeling since I online..
In my messenger I got loads of people who are online, but I dont know who to chat with
Sometimes I dont understand why and how have I added so many people in my list
I have more than 200 ppl in my list..(If u have more, that's normal i guess..but it's just weird on my side..I'm not famous n I dont have a good chatterbox character)
There's some that I dont even know who they are and I've never chat with them before at all

Usually when I online, I only chat with a few friends who happens to be the same everytime..
I'm really afraid what if one day we are running out of topics
Well, i guess it's slowly happening now..

It's not that I don't wanna chat with the rest..
Some might be busy with their stuffs(assignment, exam, love, etc);
Sadly, some doesn't online so often or maybe we online at different times;
Though some is online 24/7, but it's just like we're not connected somehow..
"Mm ngam key" in cantonese
We need to be like having the mutual interest in certain field or perhaps same level of mindset or share certain same experience or anything..as long as is something that's connected..some invisible bonding appears naturally..If not, we can hardly understand or have the picture in mind of what the other party is talking about and most importantly is the attention that can catch us..
It's not easy to build up a topic as well..it requires the intention of both people to chat between themselves..if one person wanna chat and the other one doesnt feel like to chat with that person, then the chat will jz end somewhere sometime somehow

There are times that we will share different experiences with our friends..
For example like those went to overseas or anywhere out of penang or even different colleges or schools for studies..
We'll hope to know more about their life and how have they been
But this will only happen to those we used to be close together
As time goes by, the close relationships will slowly fade away proportional to distance..
Sigh..I dont want this to happen..But how to stop it?

It's still better now as we can still meet with some friends who are studying at different places once in a few weeks, months or year..
But nobody knows what will happen in the future..
It's harder n harder to get everyone together..
I hate this feeling..
I hate separation..
and most of all..I hate to be alone

When I came across boey's blog, I have kinda same feelings as hers..
I dont feel belonging to any group..
I dont have my very own companions or buddies to share everything..
Since I'm back to single, I really cant adapt to it..
I'm so used to rely on him..in everything..
When things happen, I'll only have him on my mind..
I still cannot get rid of the feeling..
When there's love, everything seems to be beautiful and wonderful..
and when there's not, things just change without my notice..
I'm really glad that boey can get a take two in her journey..
That's something I dearly hope for..
In life, it's not everything that u can achieve although u tried very hard..
Time factor is the only medicine now..is it?

All in all..
I feel so LONELY..