Submission A (ticked)

Design submission A is D-O-N-E!
It was really a uberly insane week!!
Apart from camping in the com labs till midnight for previous weeks, we even stayed over until 5/6am for a couple of day to work on the project.
The insane-est ever is to stay awake for >>30 hours in uni to rush on the submission.
Went uni at 9am yesterday, came home at 6pm today. Do the maths urself @@

But, the tougher is still yet to come, there would be higher mountain to be climbed, deeper ocean to be crossed.
Being a Chemical Engineering student is really not a trivial position.
It got me thinking by just looking upon those year 1 and year 2 juniors.
I was all lazy back then (and still do).
Took the subject without full understanding.
Each time get to sustain through the semester by luck.
Probably the shallow foundation is what making my final year so miserable.
There is really really too many things that I've zero knowledge about.
The spoon-fed method in Msia is indeed an ineffective education system.
*sigh*
追根究底 还是因为我懒惰

However, I'm really really glad to have all the good accompany around.
Felt so blessed with all the helping hands and caring actions during the tough period. =))

P/S: *cough cough cough* THE cough has been with me for more than a week.
Please, I beg you...leave me alone.

B A D

1st particle test was badly done a couple of hours ago.
*Sigh*
This semester I feel so distracted.
There is like so many things to handle..so many functions to be planned as well.
I was bad at time management. And I still am.
Another *sigh*

I wanna find myself back.
It is the last semester. I don't wanna leave any regrets behind.
Perhaps this fall is a sign for me to really buck-up and remove all distractions.

Was very down after the test. Couldn't really believe what I've done for that past 50 minutes. As if I know nothing and went in to sit the test.
Eww~ Felt so bad :(

Didn't know who to talk to.
As usual nobody would believe that I could not answer the paper.
I also gave up defending myself.
Thank you for your encouraging words.
It touched me most when I see this "You have a family here that cares for you."

Just a video to share. (Couldn't find this from youtube. Hence I couldn't embed this in my blog.)

Inspiration Animation
This video well described what I've mentioned in my blog sometimes ago regarding how I've changed from young to current. I no longer dream big, put action into words, take big action. To the present me, things have become impossible after I learn more about the world. But I hv lost sight of how to make things possible.

Creativity starts from a belief; Success comes from an action. Enjoy!

没那么简单

I believe most of u have heard about the song "没那么简单".

Honestly, my 1st impression of the song was...这首歌很老很土..like an oldies exists in this new era..what more the singer is 黄小琥..thus the old old feel is even stronger..

Anyway I couldn't disagree that the lyrics written are truly apt, revealing the truth in life. There is a saying "too good to be real"; but this is too real to be good. It contains a layer of reality that people refuse to be told.
Although this song is more like for people entering age 30s and above,
but funny thing is...i still find it true and applicable.


没那么简单
就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那么简单
就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听
自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易
才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心
所以最开心 曾经

PFD Interview (Done)

Just done with the 1st interview session of design project: Process Flow Diagram (PFD)
Still got 2 more sessions to go for the later weeks.

Not sure if I should feel glad for getting a more lenient interviewer.
Anyhow, the marks will be scaled based on the average mark of the class, so the mark that I've gotten definitely is going to be lowered.
It's just 3.33333%..so...I shall just take it easy :S
The prayers work? Hahax.. Whether it is related or not, I shall be grateful about it. ;)


3 days continuously staying back in com lab until after midnight.
Is this seriously week 4? This seems to be like week 8/9.
I could not imagine the life by then. Definitely going to be much much worse than this. *Picturing myself camping 24 hrs, treating com lab as my home*
So so miserable...It seems like only us (Chemical Engineering 4th year students) need to suffer through this. What about the other engineering discipline?
*Hmm* Perhaps what we need is more hard effort, while the others just need to apply their intelligence.
That's always what I thought about myself as I'm not those smart brainy type.
Don't try to correct/argue with me. :P

H.A.T.E Design Project

I hate Monday and Thursday, seriously.

It's so stressful after design lectures.
They kept on feeding you with all the information that we ought to know for our design project, without a slight consideration of whether we can absorb or not.
The atmosphere is extremely intense, everyone is saturated with stress.

*SCREAMMMMMMMM*
Feel like killing myself before gotten killed by the design project.

Mystery

A note to myself:
Every action taken is a risk when u do not know what to expect.
It's the faith in believing that brings you the courage.
By risking, sometimes u gain a fortune or u lose it.
It really depends on each individual whether the risk is worthwhile.

The relief after unveiling a mystery is indescribable.
All I can say is thank you. (: