Dolph's World: July 2010

Congratulations, Vege!

My beloved Vege dear has just experienced her very own convocation last weekend.
Do you know? I really wish to be there and share the joy with you at such memorable moments of life.
Since I cannot make it to your convo, I shall send you my very best regards through this blog post kay? Hehe...Even more special than flowers delivery right?

First and foremost,
CONGRATULATIONS my dear!!!!
You have successfully been through the miserable uni life..LoL
It must be a mixed feeling wearing that square hat and graduation gown..
Among all the friends, you were the one that I least expect would turn to commerce stream after SPM. But I'm really proud of you ^^

All the best for your job hunting..Don't slack k..
Hope to see u end of the year at my convo..Hoho~ Please bring me good news

Miss you heaps n heaps *hugs*

P/S: Now you know the reason why I wanted this photo..hehe..apart from the reason I'm ur secret admirer :P

Through it all

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You

I will sing to You, Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

This song actually hits me quite a bit.
It feels good to be back in life group after weeks of absence.
Initially I thought I'll feel left out or lonely. I admit I'm such a dumb dumb for having those stupid thoughts. I just realise that life group has become like a family to me.

If you are reading this,
Just wanted to say...
I'm Sorry too
and
Thank You *sincerely*
and
I wish you all the best~

Design Project Team

1st week of final semester has just ended.
It's just the 1st week, but all the Chem Eng students have started to feel the stressful study environment.
No joke about it. Design project is the nightmare of every Chem Eng student. *serious*
Even the lecturer-in-charge is scaring us off by describing the difficulty of it.
Oh well, by looking at the hard times that the hardworking seniors have gone through, we have sort of expected it.

By the way, we don't get to choose our team mates.
We've been allocated into a group of 6 according to the Belbin test results given to us last semester. Miraculously, the Belbin test is able to give relatively accurate identification of the role of each individual among the group of people involved. For instance, the team roles identified are shaper, plant, monitor evaluator, co-ordinator, resource investigator, implementer, team worker and finisher. As you can see, there are more than 6 roles available, meaning each group will hv some missing strengths. Nevertheless, the main objectives for the design project are application of knowledge we've gained throughout our degree to design a LNG (liquefied natural gases) plant and how we work as a team given that the team members are not selected by ourselves.

For more info, please visit Belbin Team Roles

The Belbin results were out last semester, but we only gotten to know our team members last Monday - the 1st Design class this sem.
Before the announcement of the team, everyone is so so nervous. Hui and Sia who were on my left and right, had cold hands literally. However, the grouping thingy turned out to be not so bad, with everyone knows at least 1 or 2 ppl in each group. Guess what? Jun is in the same team as me. Yesh~ He is my partner for another 12 credit points unit AGAIN!! So sien la..cannot to get to know new people..Haha..N his reaction was epic the moment when he saw the list.."Yay, I'm gonna team with ym!! I'm so happy with this team...." Then smiling throughout the lecture =.=
Hmm..undoubtedly, it's good to have Jun, but not sure if we will work well with this team. Felt like we lack efficiency after several meet ups.
Aaa~ We'll see how it goes. Just pray that everything will work out well.

**Add-on: By the way, I'm assigned the role of a finisher/completer. So not fun..=.=

Just handed in the group project plan n met up with our group supervisor.
Other groups have been working on 1st chapter already..*sigh* Making me super stressful...
I can foresee my screwed up life in 2 week times.
Good luck to all of us.
Group 7..GO GO GO!!

满满

《满满》

太阳也许会想休息放纵了乌云
会挡住你回到我怀里的北极星
但你不用着急我会找到你
我绝不会让你一个人孤单旅行

天空难免会飘起雨淋湿你背影
为你努力我坚定挂上彩虹的心
彩绘所有担心期待和你贴近 ( 你和我更贴近 )
不怕你的眼神会落在哪座国境

有时不安满满
因为爱情满满
不用害怕会明白这坦白的未来

失去更勇敢酝酿最醇的爱
我知道我为谁存在

有时感动满满
因为爱你满满
你懂得让我释怀并肩一起看海

再多的失望比不上这对白
我的生命因为你满满

时间会犹豫会呼吸会为我们停
会随心跳倒转到任何怀念场景
要一直相信你要一直依赖你 ( 要一直抱着你 )
向全世界放映关于我们的电影

有时不安满满
因为爱情满满
不用害怕会明白这坦白的未来

失去更勇敢酝酿最醇的爱
我知道我为谁存在

有时感动满满
因为爱你满满
你懂得让我释怀并肩一起看海

再多的失望比不上这对白
我的生命因为你满满

这首歌总让我有莫名的感动
很动听很甜蜜
没想过有人会听了这首歌而想起我 *暗笑*
好想好想你们

BitterSweet Winter Break

I've returned to the Kangaroo land once again.
Familiar quiet road, familiar cooling weather, familiar air scent, familiar bulky clothing --> hoodie n jacket...
No more traffic jam, no more sweating hands and feets, no more polluted environment (less in fact), no more shorts and short sleeves

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa......I am missing everything in Msia now..even the sunny weather that I used to hate..minus the large amount of mosquito bites that I've gotten and the slow inefficient way of the Malay workers.

I'm so not prepared to leave Msia yet.
鼻子一酸，泪又累积在眼眶了.
I really really really enjoyed this winter break to the fullest.
Even though it's jz merely 3 weeks, but the fun gathered is enormous.
The friendship gained, the food tasted, the family love...etc etc everything is unmeasurable with time n money.
That makes saying goodbye such a torment.
Whenever memories flashes back, the heart is submerged with indescribable feelings.
But I know the people that involved would definitely can feel what I felt ^^

I know I will need some adjustment time, to bring the study mood back.
It is still very difficult at the moment..
I am missing the accompany so much more that than I can ever expect myself to be.
Even though I've mentioned it, but still I wanna say this again, THANK YOU!!
Thanks for those who have made my last student holiday such an awesome one!~
It is truly worthwhile to fly all the way back to Msia despite of the unpleasant, bumpy flight with Air Asia..
Thank you thank you...you and you..Thanks * infinity~~

The most surprising n touching part took place at Terminal LCC airport... and made this short trip back home a wonderful teary ending.
Tried so hard to hold my tears but still failed in the end..
I hope I dont hv to be the one leaving again next time..

Present to you my cute cute loving boyfriend + xiao bai tu (havent given it a name..still thinking...)

Love the successful surprise from the 3 of u. Thanks a lot! U guys hv passed the actor/actress degree with 1st class honour :P

-People might leave, but sweet memories stay forever-

Phone call

I don't like to receive phone call in the morning.
I don't like it when the phone call wakes me up.
I don't like it most when it brings bad news.
Like now. :(

I'm so not ready for other alternatives.
There are sadness in me that I don't know why.
All I know is I want to stay longer.....

Leaving soon...

Winter break has almost come to an end.
Haven't been blogging ever since end of exam period.
As most of you might have known, I'm back in Malaysia for a short 3-week.
It's really really short.
How I wish time can move slower or I can just stay at this time frame forever...

On the brighter side, I've fully utilized the time I've back home.
Almost get everything I have on the list a tick.
Although there are still some that I didn't have time for..but is good enough.
I should really really feel contented with the love, care, laughter n time given by the people around me.

Arggghhhh~
Q: Why I need to leave again...
A: 分开是为了走更长远的路. =(

Sigh~ I guess the answer is obvious. That's the path that I've decided on and I've to complete the race by myself.
Sometimes I do wonder what would happen if I choose to do 1-year exchange study for my engineering degree. Better or worse decision, that I dont know. But my life story would definitely be a different one.

5 more days till I say goodbye.
It's hard to say goodbye.
But without goodbye, there would not be any hello~

Good night people~
Shall end my emo night here.
=Signing out=