Everything will be okay in the end. If it is not okay, it is not the end.
Please pray for my research project.
The results are really screwed.
I feel so doomed.
Don't Stop da Music...Music...
Okay, not okay
Please pray for my research project.
The results are really screwed.
I feel so doomed.
Of classes and research
Class cancelled 2 days in a row due to lecturer met with a car accident.
Not sure whether I should feel happy or sad about it.
Rarely I have the intention to go for lectures, but it is so disappointed to get the announcement about class being cancelled n the 10% assessment will be incorporated into our finals. Good or bad? Somehow I believe this is bad, because my finals for this subject is supposed to be a light weighed one (40%).
Oh well~ Just pray that everything is fine for the lecturer n her car.
Due to the cancellation of the class test, I'm proud to announce that my internal assessment for this semester is almost coming to an end..right now only left with research presentation and final report, which is enough to stress me to death. This is because the research unit is equivalent to 2 normal subject so imagine how serious is it if the results aint good/failed =(
If you hv been facebook-ing recently, you probably know that I've been stuck in my research lab until after midnight or even 1.30am for weeks.
Thank god the late-night-lab part is finally over.
Someone told me that I'll probably be missing the romantic lab moments in one point of my life. Hahax..I strongly doubted it will ever happen, but who knows..If it ever happens, I shall blame it on too much inhalation of acetone while making the membrane..hmm..very random..LoL..ignore me please.
One of the membrane in the test tube. Ultimate goal is to produce a nanosize membrane with good permeability for gas separation.
Me @ work. Jun gave me a very nice title on my work area -- membrane surgeon. Also, he has discovered great facts about me, which are my memory deteriorates gradually (though not as terrible as his) and I'll merajuk n reluctant to work whenever I'm hungry..LoL
My crazy lab partner--Jun (old man)..who is my all time driver, joker, helper..bla bla bla..Honestly, I wouldn't be able to do it on my own..He has been playing important roles for this research project especially forcing me to go uni whenever I'm lazy/feel like giving up..He has lotsa patience (one of the characteristic in old ppl) and demand great accuracy (kiasu-ness in Singaporean)..I bet he could have done this project without me (no joke)..
All in all, thank you for being such a great lab partner, Jun!
Best of luck for our coming presentation n report (which we've hardly started doing..=X)
All the best for other ChemEng final year students in Clayton campus as well as Sunway..Gambateh!!
Not sure whether I should feel happy or sad about it.
Rarely I have the intention to go for lectures, but it is so disappointed to get the announcement about class being cancelled n the 10% assessment will be incorporated into our finals. Good or bad? Somehow I believe this is bad, because my finals for this subject is supposed to be a light weighed one (40%).
Oh well~ Just pray that everything is fine for the lecturer n her car.
Due to the cancellation of the class test, I'm proud to announce that my internal assessment for this semester is almost coming to an end..right now only left with research presentation and final report, which is enough to stress me to death. This is because the research unit is equivalent to 2 normal subject so imagine how serious is it if the results aint good/failed =(
If you hv been facebook-ing recently, you probably know that I've been stuck in my research lab until after midnight or even 1.30am for weeks.
Thank god the late-night-lab part is finally over.
Someone told me that I'll probably be missing the romantic lab moments in one point of my life. Hahax..I strongly doubted it will ever happen, but who knows..If it ever happens, I shall blame it on too much inhalation of acetone while making the membrane..hmm..very random..LoL..ignore me please.
One of the membrane in the test tube. Ultimate goal is to produce a nanosize membrane with good permeability for gas separation.
Me @ work. Jun gave me a very nice title on my work area -- membrane surgeon. Also, he has discovered great facts about me, which are my memory deteriorates gradually (though not as terrible as his) and I'll merajuk n reluctant to work whenever I'm hungry..LoL
My crazy lab partner--Jun (old man)..who is my all time driver, joker, helper..bla bla bla..Honestly, I wouldn't be able to do it on my own..He has been playing important roles for this research project especially forcing me to go uni whenever I'm lazy/feel like giving up..He has lotsa patience (one of the characteristic in old ppl) and demand great accuracy (kiasu-ness in Singaporean)..I bet he could have done this project without me (no joke)..All in all, thank you for being such a great lab partner, Jun!
Best of luck for our coming presentation n report (which we've hardly started doing..=X)
All the best for other ChemEng final year students in Clayton campus as well as Sunway..Gambateh!!
Can't Wait
Counting the days boarding the plane n flying to a place that I've been missing so much! ~40 days to go..
Can't wait CAN't WAIT!!
Saw photos of friends back in Sunway on FB just now..making me missing them so muchie!
Felt like it has been ages that they left Aussie..
Without realisation, it has been half a year for most of them and 3 months for those who stayed back for summer research..
Just hope that the moment when I touch down in Msia, the time would not fly this fast..
Time o time~ Can you do me a favour?
Please just move slower during the joyous moment when I'm back home k..
Perfect planning needed! Hahax..but it is hard to compromise everything within the 3 weeks.
At least I've sth to look forward with each passing days...=)
Can't wait CAN't WAIT!!
Saw photos of friends back in Sunway on FB just now..making me missing them so muchie!
Felt like it has been ages that they left Aussie..
Without realisation, it has been half a year for most of them and 3 months for those who stayed back for summer research..
Just hope that the moment when I touch down in Msia, the time would not fly this fast..
Time o time~ Can you do me a favour?
Please just move slower during the joyous moment when I'm back home k..
Perfect planning needed! Hahax..but it is hard to compromise everything within the 3 weeks.
At least I've sth to look forward with each passing days...=)
I wonder...
Sometimes I wonder:
What my destiny is..
What is my purpose in life..
What true love is all about..Will we recognize it by the very 1st glance?
Will dreams really come true if we continue pressing in..
Always heard of the saying: success belongs to those who persevere enough..
What if we persevere onto the wrong path?
I pray..pray for miracles to happen.
Swee's Graduation
Swee's 5 years of hard work has been paid off~
Opps~ Should be DR. Lim..hehe
Not really sure about the title..but she has completed her 5 years of PHD in Biomedical Science field (* correct me if i'm wrong)
FIVE years u know??! I cannot imagine staying in uni for 5 years on one particular topic..
N yet, she said she might consider further doing another shorter term of PHD OMG!
Always think that those lecturers in uni are crazy..as they are strongly passionate in research field..n now more n more ppl that i know have the similar interest..
So who is the odd one now...hahax..well, I believe this is not where my interest grows..at the same time, i still find my interest in no where =X
Proud to be the photographer of the day..
However, I was quite discouraged as I didnt know how to handle the sunlight and all..a lot of bad photos taken. Sorry T_T
Still a lot to go for the editing part..hopefully will be able to post up on Facebook soon.
Here is a glimpse of the photos...
Group photo with Swee's parents by her side ^^
Well done n Good job!
Opps~ Should be DR. Lim..hehe
Not really sure about the title..but she has completed her 5 years of PHD in Biomedical Science field (* correct me if i'm wrong)
FIVE years u know??! I cannot imagine staying in uni for 5 years on one particular topic..
N yet, she said she might consider further doing another shorter term of PHD OMG!
Always think that those lecturers in uni are crazy..as they are strongly passionate in research field..n now more n more ppl that i know have the similar interest..
So who is the odd one now...hahax..well, I believe this is not where my interest grows..at the same time, i still find my interest in no where =X
Proud to be the photographer of the day..
However, I was quite discouraged as I didnt know how to handle the sunlight and all..a lot of bad photos taken. Sorry T_T
Still a lot to go for the editing part..hopefully will be able to post up on Facebook soon.
Here is a glimpse of the photos...
Group photo with Swee's parents by her side ^^
Well done n Good job!
New Toilet Bowl
Yay!~ There is a new toilet bowl in my house. LOL
It sounds funny..but imagine you have been using a cracked toilet bowl for 3 months..worrying that you are heavy enough to cause further damage to the toilet bowl..@@
Mind you! The crack is caused by previous tenants..it was already at the cracked stage when we moved in..n it took them months to change a new one for us..=.=
Well at least it is changed now..I should be glad..Dont complain! =X
During dinner yesterday, came across a topic on toilet bowl as well..
Talking about the idea of T-bowl restaurant where they serve food in a 'toilet bowl' and you will have to sit on the toilet bowl to eat. Most of them don't like it. But there is a person who is very amazed by the design of toilet bowl and wish to live in a toilet bowl design building. Haha~ Each individual is very different..n when u r very distinctive from the norm, you are considered as special ^^
Now the landlord is trying to fix the oven..woohoo~
Has not been doing any baking for so long..my housemates and I used to do experiments with the oven last year..hehe..all the baking utensils have been hibernating in the cupboard for months..hopefully it can be put into functions soon..^^
P/S: Sorry if this post does cause any bad appetite. My bad XD
It sounds funny..but imagine you have been using a cracked toilet bowl for 3 months..worrying that you are heavy enough to cause further damage to the toilet bowl..@@
Mind you! The crack is caused by previous tenants..it was already at the cracked stage when we moved in..n it took them months to change a new one for us..=.=
Well at least it is changed now..I should be glad..Dont complain! =X
During dinner yesterday, came across a topic on toilet bowl as well..
Talking about the idea of T-bowl restaurant where they serve food in a 'toilet bowl' and you will have to sit on the toilet bowl to eat. Most of them don't like it. But there is a person who is very amazed by the design of toilet bowl and wish to live in a toilet bowl design building. Haha~ Each individual is very different..n when u r very distinctive from the norm, you are considered as special ^^
Now the landlord is trying to fix the oven..woohoo~
Has not been doing any baking for so long..my housemates and I used to do experiments with the oven last year..hehe..all the baking utensils have been hibernating in the cupboard for months..hopefully it can be put into functions soon..^^
P/S: Sorry if this post does cause any bad appetite. My bad XD
Super Long Monday
Today is the longest Monday I've ever experienced rather than the usual Monday blues~
Submitted the 2 datelines..I'm so glad and relieved ^^
Completed 4161 assignment at 3.30 am, n left 50% of the lab report undone before I went to bed at 4am. Haha! Sorry if you cannot bear with my last minute working style.
*poke poke* To be honest, this is not my desired way of handling studies..but in reality, my procrastinating skill has never failed..
Even though I've no idea what I've done is right or wrong, but at least I manage to complete it on time..n still had time for 20 min power nap.
That power nap was very crucial as we had HAZOP assignment on the spot in the afternoon. Finally get to meet the other 3 team mates. Not that bad after all..I really shouldnt be so negative before things are settled..
Hmmm..the only thing that didnt turn out right is my research project progress.
Double check the SEM images jz now after class..n it is confirmed that our sample isnt evenly distributed in nanoscale..we cannot judge only with our bare eyes in the particle world..things are much more complicated than we can see..
There is nothing we can do now..remake the sample and hopefully we can get it right this time.
Another record is that I only had my dinner or rather my 1st meal of the day at 11pm.
No time for meals earlier on. This is not healthy I know. But cannot be bothered. *sigh*
Currently at the extreme tiredness state.
Dozing off soon.
GOod night people XOXO
Submitted the 2 datelines..I'm so glad and relieved ^^
Completed 4161 assignment at 3.30 am, n left 50% of the lab report undone before I went to bed at 4am. Haha! Sorry if you cannot bear with my last minute working style.
*poke poke* To be honest, this is not my desired way of handling studies..but in reality, my procrastinating skill has never failed..
Even though I've no idea what I've done is right or wrong, but at least I manage to complete it on time..n still had time for 20 min power nap.
That power nap was very crucial as we had HAZOP assignment on the spot in the afternoon. Finally get to meet the other 3 team mates. Not that bad after all..I really shouldnt be so negative before things are settled..
Hmmm..the only thing that didnt turn out right is my research project progress.
Double check the SEM images jz now after class..n it is confirmed that our sample isnt evenly distributed in nanoscale..we cannot judge only with our bare eyes in the particle world..things are much more complicated than we can see..
There is nothing we can do now..remake the sample and hopefully we can get it right this time.
Another record is that I only had my dinner or rather my 1st meal of the day at 11pm.
No time for meals earlier on. This is not healthy I know. But cannot be bothered. *sigh*
Currently at the extreme tiredness state.
Dozing off soon.
GOod night people XOXO
Week 10th
Is it because of the stress I'm having now?
I so feel like blogging all out of a sudden.
The blogging spirit has been gone for very long..n now it has returned..probably just for awhile..That's how much I learn about myself. I'm always 'hangat2 tahi ayam'.
Feeling super stressful ever since last Thursday when we realise that there is some problems with the polymer network that we have been working on for our FYP.
The SEM images that we obtained were not matching.
This coming week is week 10th already. Oh dear~
So worry that we couldnt get any results by week 12th, that's when we need to do our presentation and then submitting the final report which costs heaps =(
Worry~Worry~So worry~~~~
Not only I have to worry about things in few weeks time.
I have 1 lab report n 1 assignment due tmr =( I havent done 50% of any of it.
I feel so so so dead X.X
What is worse is that..instead of having 6 team mates for HAZOP, right until now I hv only seen 3 of them. We'll be having an in-class assignment tmr.
All the deadlines for assessment just come together tmr.
Hardly can breathe now...so stressful...
Whose fault??! ALL BECAUSE OF ME! I'm the procrastination queen. =S
So much for being so relax for the 1st half of the semester.
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In progress of entering the cemetery....
I so feel like blogging all out of a sudden.
The blogging spirit has been gone for very long..n now it has returned..probably just for awhile..That's how much I learn about myself. I'm always 'hangat2 tahi ayam'.
Feeling super stressful ever since last Thursday when we realise that there is some problems with the polymer network that we have been working on for our FYP.
The SEM images that we obtained were not matching.
This coming week is week 10th already. Oh dear~
So worry that we couldnt get any results by week 12th, that's when we need to do our presentation and then submitting the final report which costs heaps =(
Worry~Worry~So worry~~~~
Not only I have to worry about things in few weeks time.
I have 1 lab report n 1 assignment due tmr =( I havent done 50% of any of it.
I feel so so so dead X.X
What is worse is that..instead of having 6 team mates for HAZOP, right until now I hv only seen 3 of them. We'll be having an in-class assignment tmr.
All the deadlines for assessment just come together tmr.
Hardly can breathe now...so stressful...
Whose fault??! ALL BECAUSE OF ME! I'm the procrastination queen. =S
So much for being so relax for the 1st half of the semester.
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In progress of entering the cemetery....
Anto & Chiann's Wedding
Today is Antonius and Chiann's Wedding Day, held at Grace Church.
Such a sweet and lovely ceremony which paints a new chapter in their lives.
This drawing is actually from one of our friends - Shaun - n they actually used it as the cover page of the wedding ceremony ^^
It is my 1st time attending a wedding in Australia.
Truly amazing that they kept their 1st kiss on the wedding day.
The self composed songs and self written vows were very inspiring.
The rainbow theme added on colours to the wedding. =)
Undeniably, it makes everyone of us wonder how would be our special day be if it ever comes..
I love this phrase being said during one of the sharing:
"Hope makes dream come alive"
Which it makes sense..without hope, our life will be in complete darkness, there would be no motivation to live on.
Lastly, congratulations and it is an honour to be able to witness the match-make of a best man and best woman on this special day and wholehearted-ly wishing the both of u a forever lasting relationship ^^
Not much photos were taken..cz i didnt bring my Canon 500D with me.. Feeling regretful again for not bringing it..when I was at home, I would think that it is bulky and inconvenient to bring the camera around. But when I reached the venue, I felt so uneasy without my camera, like without my another half..LoL..There were so many gracious moments tat I couldnt capture =((
Side track from the post:-
Finally I've used the purple nail polish that I bought from Elianto ages ago..XD
Dont question me why do my fingers posing in a weird manner..haha..
Such a sweet and lovely ceremony which paints a new chapter in their lives.
This drawing is actually from one of our friends - Shaun - n they actually used it as the cover page of the wedding ceremony ^^It is my 1st time attending a wedding in Australia.
Truly amazing that they kept their 1st kiss on the wedding day.
The self composed songs and self written vows were very inspiring.
The rainbow theme added on colours to the wedding. =)
Undeniably, it makes everyone of us wonder how would be our special day be if it ever comes..
I love this phrase being said during one of the sharing:
"Hope makes dream come alive"
Which it makes sense..without hope, our life will be in complete darkness, there would be no motivation to live on.
Lastly, congratulations and it is an honour to be able to witness the match-make of a best man and best woman on this special day and wholehearted-ly wishing the both of u a forever lasting relationship ^^
Not much photos were taken..cz i didnt bring my Canon 500D with me.. Feeling regretful again for not bringing it..when I was at home, I would think that it is bulky and inconvenient to bring the camera around. But when I reached the venue, I felt so uneasy without my camera, like without my another half..LoL..There were so many gracious moments tat I couldnt capture =((
Side track from the post:-
Finally I've used the purple nail polish that I bought from Elianto ages ago..XD
Dont question me why do my fingers posing in a weird manner..haha..
The wishes I wish
