Chosen Path

Feeling quite emotionless right now..or is it moodless?
I'm at a point..looking back @ the past n foreseeing the future..
Are these all I ever wanted?

All the while I kept telling everyone that it is my dream to study in Australia.
Yes. My dream has come true after I persisted for so long.
I'm not as lucky as some people who are being forced to study overseas by parents.
To me, they are lucky. Because they have the golden opportunity that I've ever wanted to taste the study life in overseas right after Form 5.

I've never blamed where I come from.
In fact I'm grateful that I've made it this far.
At least my dream is fulfilled.

However, thinking about next year..
A lot of friends who are on exchanging will not be around..
I'll be celebrating my first ever Chinese New Year alone on this piece of land which is so called the most densely populated state in Australia, without my family and close friends..
Will I be able to withstand it?
Up until before tonight, I thought I could.

But after the conversation with this bunch of lovely friends, I know I will miss each n everyone of them dearly next year as well as all the fun they are planning ahead.
The friendship has been bonded strongly for almost 3 years or less.
When u r away from home, u will tend to mix more with friends..not to say tend to but that is what u can seek for after family..
For my case this is exactly true..especially when I was in Sunway n now in Clayton.
It would be hard to adapt in their absence.

Well, this is my chosen path.
I should proceed and see what is awaiting for me on the following journey.

To those who are concerned, I just wanna say that U guys have been a great great friends to me..I'm truly blessed to get to know all of u..
I'll definitely miss u people.
What should be done is..cherish all the great moments together..n live no regrets!
Awww~ I need a hug now ><




Sorry for this solemn post, right now i just feel so weak to be alone.
Don't worry. I will be fine.
Still need to prepare for the 7.5% test in which I've barely started.
Sigh. Just feel like screwing it!