Pre-exam fear

I'm scared I'm terrified I'm horrified.
I've a terribly bad feeling about this semester final exam..

This semester I've studied much lesser..as compared to last semester and last year..
Too much of distraction..too much of friends' bday celebrations..
Time management and self discipline are always bad when related to study..
Countless of overslept days were experienced..falling asleep in lectures..skipping lectures due to boring lectures..omg..what have I become?
Where is the Yi Mei back in the old days?
I couldn't recognise myself with all the changes..

AAAAAaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh