This song has been on my mind since the moment I woke up today.
Probably posting up will help a little.
I was supposed to be at Phillips Island, joining the rest for OC now.
Enjoy to the fullest for those who get to be there (=
Happy Easter in Bunny year everyone ^^
Don't Stop da Music...Music...
Driving 'lesson'
Conquered the driving journey from PG to KL, within KL and back to home!!
Haha. It's as though I'm having some hard core driving lesson these 2 weeks
Havent been driving in Msia for 2 years.
The last time I drove was when I visited Tasmania due to lack of Aus approved drivers.
It feels good to be home ((=
I'd only appreciate home after being away for awhile..This has become a fact..I'm such a terrible daughter =X
I've not seen my daddy for more than 3 weeks..
Have not even celebrated his bday in March..
How ridiculous.. =.=
That's becoz we (my dad and I) took turn to leave PG..
"长大了 翅膀硬了 会飞了"
This statement is always made by the adults when the kids kept MIA
Oh well, at least my reasons are valid..lalala~
Haha. It's as though I'm having some hard core driving lesson these 2 weeks
Havent been driving in Msia for 2 years.
The last time I drove was when I visited Tasmania due to lack of Aus approved drivers.
It feels good to be home ((=
I'd only appreciate home after being away for awhile..This has become a fact..I'm such a terrible daughter =X
I've not seen my daddy for more than 3 weeks..
Have not even celebrated his bday in March..
How ridiculous.. =.=
That's becoz we (my dad and I) took turn to leave PG..
"长大了 翅膀硬了 会飞了"
This statement is always made by the adults when the kids kept MIA
Oh well, at least my reasons are valid..lalala~
Hello Blog
Haven't been active in blogging for quite awhile.
My current status: Jobless =S
Still in the midst of looking for a suitable job.
Not sure is it just me, or it is harder to get a job as I studied Chemical Eng
Sometimes I'd ponder n wonder..
How would my life be if I studied accounting, finance, auditing, statistics..
If that's the case, seems like it would be easier for me to get a job.
Hopefully there would be good news soon.
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There is a part of me that have never changed.
Would only turn to blogging when mood is not right.
Just completed my 1st drama series ever since I'm back in Msia
--> 爱似百汇 Love Buffet (The english name of the drama is kinda funny, directly translated)
I guess the reason why ppl like to watch 偶像剧 is becoz certain things couldn't be found in the real world. 那是一种 酸酸 甜甜 暖暖的幸福
-灰色的天空 消失的彩虹 世界都被寂寞占有-
My current status: Jobless =S
Still in the midst of looking for a suitable job.
Not sure is it just me, or it is harder to get a job as I studied Chemical Eng
Sometimes I'd ponder n wonder..
How would my life be if I studied accounting, finance, auditing, statistics..
If that's the case, seems like it would be easier for me to get a job.
Hopefully there would be good news soon.
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There is a part of me that have never changed.
Would only turn to blogging when mood is not right.
Just completed my 1st drama series ever since I'm back in Msia
--> 爱似百汇 Love Buffet (The english name of the drama is kinda funny, directly translated)
I guess the reason why ppl like to watch 偶像剧 is becoz certain things couldn't be found in the real world. 那是一种 酸酸 甜甜 暖暖的幸福
-灰色的天空 消失的彩虹 世界都被寂寞占有-
逃亡
孙燕姿 逃亡
踩著月光打开车窗
离开这城市想找个解放
一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡
我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待总是填不满
我看著山下千万的窗
谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨也还要去闯
关于未来只有自己明白
不想让心情被现实打败
一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡
我站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全部释放
用月光取暖给自己力量
才发现关于梦的答案
一直在自己手上
只有自己能让自己发光
好想逃开这个是非之地
好想痛痛快快地呐喊
怎么事情会变成这样？
安静
今年的生日还蛮安静的
有点不习惯了
当一个人无所事事的时候
胡思乱想的成分就会多了
想太多 无益身心健康
可是 就是制止不了
有一些事情 不懂得如何决定
有一些事情 决定了却想反悔
不晓得是不是现在的过于平静 令我想回到从前
人 都是贪得无厌的动物吗？
还是那只是我 难以知足
人人都说我变得比从前快乐
我从前真的那么不快乐吗？
我想
我是不适合过于空闲的生活
好想念墨尔本吖
有点不习惯了
当一个人无所事事的时候
胡思乱想的成分就会多了
想太多 无益身心健康
可是 就是制止不了
有一些事情 不懂得如何决定
有一些事情 决定了却想反悔
不晓得是不是现在的过于平静 令我想回到从前
人 都是贪得无厌的动物吗？
还是那只是我 难以知足
人人都说我变得比从前快乐
我从前真的那么不快乐吗？
我想
我是不适合过于空闲的生活
好想念墨尔本吖
爱哭鬼
今晚 我又哭了
只是 我在想 我哭 不是因为我失去平静的思绪
眼泪会流 很多时候是心里压抑不了某种情绪
眼眶太浅了 只要稍微想多一点 泪水就会滑落
可能一次过 想着的问题太多了 负荷不了
又或者是问题没得到解决方案 不知所措
爱哭鬼
是时候睡觉了
晚安
只是 我在想 我哭 不是因为我失去平静的思绪
眼泪会流 很多时候是心里压抑不了某种情绪
眼眶太浅了 只要稍微想多一点 泪水就会滑落
可能一次过 想着的问题太多了 负荷不了
又或者是问题没得到解决方案 不知所措
爱哭鬼
是时候睡觉了
晚安
未来
不知不觉 2011年的第一个月过去了
虽然一天还是24个小时，可是长大了，发现时间好似过得越来越快
好快的，二月就这样到来了
原本二月该是充满农历新年喜气洋洋的气氛的，可是这次我却感受不到。
自从design project忙完后，都不曾好好休息
咳嗽已经像蜜糖一般黏着我3个星期了，咳得我的肺都快喘不过气来了
从纽西兰-悉尼-毕业典礼-墨尔本最后观光，再到跨年以及刚刚结束的巴里之旅
好像玩到有点过火了
现在是时候收拾心情
认真地思考未来
没有梦的人生 真的没有意义
好羡慕那些追梦的一群
我的未来 是一个未知数
我要的未来 你究竟是什么
虽然一天还是24个小时，可是长大了，发现时间好似过得越来越快
好快的，二月就这样到来了
原本二月该是充满农历新年喜气洋洋的气氛的，可是这次我却感受不到。
自从design project忙完后，都不曾好好休息
咳嗽已经像蜜糖一般黏着我3个星期了，咳得我的肺都快喘不过气来了
从纽西兰-悉尼-毕业典礼-墨尔本最后观光，再到跨年以及刚刚结束的巴里之旅
好像玩到有点过火了
现在是时候收拾心情
认真地思考未来
没有梦的人生 真的没有意义
好羡慕那些追梦的一群
我的未来 是一个未知数
我要的未来 你究竟是什么
Crossroads
Just so you know, I'm back in PG.
At first I wanted to come back silently..LOL
Cz I feel that I needed a rest and also I've quite a few tasks/issues to do/think about.
Guess that didnt work out.
Met up with primary sch friends once I touched down.
I've actually come back to Msia on the last day of 2010.
Mind you, my new year was not spent on the airplane.
Haha. That's the response of most people when they heard that my flight is on 31st.
It was an early morning flight. I would not wanna celebrate the brand new year on a flight even though that would make it more memorable than ever. :P
It was the 1st time I actually spent my 31st in KL.
As we have the self conscious that we have passed the age of playing around with sprays and foams, thus we tried to avoid the congestion traffic (cars and human-being).
Nothing fascinating about it though. Fireworks watching overlooking Petronas twin tower and KL tower on level 12 of the apartment we stayed. Half of the fireworks were blocked which was kinda wasted.
I don't have any nice picture taken. Haha. This is super blur as I was using compact s95. I ended up shooting using video mode =P
Hmmm..Guess I really don't have a clear mind of what to blog.
Haha. Looking at what I've already typed, it deviates a lot from the original purpose.
Again, I'm at the cross road of choices and decisions.
Once again, I'm being myself..being indecisive about the future.
Where I want to work? Msia? Singapore? Aus?
Should I still proceed with PR application??
There are several things that have been bothering me..
I just had a super weird dream this morning.
I dream that I was having a proposal to do a Master/PhD. =S
It is about a study on growth of microorganism (small plants) in water and dry land.
I even can see the images of the growth across 2-3 weeks lifespan until they decompose.
Really very very strange. The reason that it is strange is because I've never come across such experiment/images at all.
Now I start to wonder if deep inside me I wanted to do that doctorate degree.
But this is something that I rejected strongly after my summer research and research study during one of the semester.
Hmm..I was told that I might have been working on the wrong research projects..as in those were not within my interested zone.
=.= Why on earth would I have such dream..I don't wanna have one more thing to think about *Fainted*
Regarding PR application, I do not know whether I should.
The application rules have gotten stringent..i.e. Pharmacy, Accountant, Mechatronics Engineer are not on the list anymore.
The rules would be tighter after July 2011 as the IELTS results required must be band 8 and above for each individual test as compared to band 7 currently.
Which mean..I'm eligible to apply in favour.
*Sigh* But I would need to take IELTS for the 2nd time or maybe more judging from my super lousy English.
*Scream*
Why is there so many things to think about?
Friends are getting job offer one by one. I'm still at the point of confusion.
Study life is really much better without all these worries.
At first I wanted to come back silently..LOL
Cz I feel that I needed a rest and also I've quite a few tasks/issues to do/think about.
Guess that didnt work out.
Met up with primary sch friends once I touched down.
I've actually come back to Msia on the last day of 2010.
Mind you, my new year was not spent on the airplane.
Haha. That's the response of most people when they heard that my flight is on 31st.
It was an early morning flight. I would not wanna celebrate the brand new year on a flight even though that would make it more memorable than ever. :P
It was the 1st time I actually spent my 31st in KL.
As we have the self conscious that we have passed the age of playing around with sprays and foams, thus we tried to avoid the congestion traffic (cars and human-being).
Nothing fascinating about it though. Fireworks watching overlooking Petronas twin tower and KL tower on level 12 of the apartment we stayed. Half of the fireworks were blocked which was kinda wasted.
I don't have any nice picture taken. Haha. This is super blur as I was using compact s95. I ended up shooting using video mode =PHmmm..Guess I really don't have a clear mind of what to blog.
Haha. Looking at what I've already typed, it deviates a lot from the original purpose.
Again, I'm at the cross road of choices and decisions.
Once again, I'm being myself..being indecisive about the future.
Where I want to work? Msia? Singapore? Aus?
Should I still proceed with PR application??
There are several things that have been bothering me..
I just had a super weird dream this morning.
I dream that I was having a proposal to do a Master/PhD. =S
It is about a study on growth of microorganism (small plants) in water and dry land.
I even can see the images of the growth across 2-3 weeks lifespan until they decompose.
Really very very strange. The reason that it is strange is because I've never come across such experiment/images at all.
Now I start to wonder if deep inside me I wanted to do that doctorate degree.
But this is something that I rejected strongly after my summer research and research study during one of the semester.
Hmm..I was told that I might have been working on the wrong research projects..as in those were not within my interested zone.
=.= Why on earth would I have such dream..I don't wanna have one more thing to think about *Fainted*
Regarding PR application, I do not know whether I should.
The application rules have gotten stringent..i.e. Pharmacy, Accountant, Mechatronics Engineer are not on the list anymore.
The rules would be tighter after July 2011 as the IELTS results required must be band 8 and above for each individual test as compared to band 7 currently.
Which mean..I'm eligible to apply in favour.
*Sigh* But I would need to take IELTS for the 2nd time or maybe more judging from my super lousy English.
*Scream*
Why is there so many things to think about?
Friends are getting job offer one by one. I'm still at the point of confusion.
Study life is really much better without all these worries.
The wishes I wish
