不知不觉 2011年的第一个月过去了
虽然一天还是24个小时，可是长大了，发现时间好似过得越来越快
好快的，二月就这样到来了
原本二月该是充满农历新年喜气洋洋的气氛的，可是这次我却感受不到。
自从design project忙完后，都不曾好好休息
咳嗽已经像蜜糖一般黏着我3个星期了，咳得我的肺都快喘不过气来了
从纽西兰-悉尼-毕业典礼-墨尔本最后观光，再到跨年以及刚刚结束的巴里之旅
好像玩到有点过火了
现在是时候收拾心情
认真地思考未来
没有梦的人生 真的没有意义
好羡慕那些追梦的一群
我的未来 是一个未知数
我要的未来 你究竟是什么
Don't Stop da Music...Music...
Crossroads
Just so you know, I'm back in PG.
At first I wanted to come back silently..LOL
Cz I feel that I needed a rest and also I've quite a few tasks/issues to do/think about.
Guess that didnt work out.
Met up with primary sch friends once I touched down.
I've actually come back to Msia on the last day of 2010.
Mind you, my new year was not spent on the airplane.
Haha. That's the response of most people when they heard that my flight is on 31st.
It was an early morning flight. I would not wanna celebrate the brand new year on a flight even though that would make it more memorable than ever. :P
It was the 1st time I actually spent my 31st in KL.
As we have the self conscious that we have passed the age of playing around with sprays and foams, thus we tried to avoid the congestion traffic (cars and human-being).
Nothing fascinating about it though. Fireworks watching overlooking Petronas twin tower and KL tower on level 12 of the apartment we stayed. Half of the fireworks were blocked which was kinda wasted.
I don't have any nice picture taken. Haha. This is super blur as I was using compact s95. I ended up shooting using video mode =P
Hmmm..Guess I really don't have a clear mind of what to blog.
Haha. Looking at what I've already typed, it deviates a lot from the original purpose.
Again, I'm at the cross road of choices and decisions.
Once again, I'm being myself..being indecisive about the future.
Where I want to work? Msia? Singapore? Aus?
Should I still proceed with PR application??
There are several things that have been bothering me..
I just had a super weird dream this morning.
I dream that I was having a proposal to do a Master/PhD. =S
It is about a study on growth of microorganism (small plants) in water and dry land.
I even can see the images of the growth across 2-3 weeks lifespan until they decompose.
Really very very strange. The reason that it is strange is because I've never come across such experiment/images at all.
Now I start to wonder if deep inside me I wanted to do that doctorate degree.
But this is something that I rejected strongly after my summer research and research study during one of the semester.
Hmm..I was told that I might have been working on the wrong research projects..as in those were not within my interested zone.
=.= Why on earth would I have such dream..I don't wanna have one more thing to think about *Fainted*
Regarding PR application, I do not know whether I should.
The application rules have gotten stringent..i.e. Pharmacy, Accountant, Mechatronics Engineer are not on the list anymore.
The rules would be tighter after July 2011 as the IELTS results required must be band 8 and above for each individual test as compared to band 7 currently.
Which mean..I'm eligible to apply in favour.
*Sigh* But I would need to take IELTS for the 2nd time or maybe more judging from my super lousy English.
*Scream*
Why is there so many things to think about?
Friends are getting job offer one by one. I'm still at the point of confusion.
Study life is really much better without all these worries.
At first I wanted to come back silently..LOL
Cz I feel that I needed a rest and also I've quite a few tasks/issues to do/think about.
Guess that didnt work out.
Met up with primary sch friends once I touched down.
I've actually come back to Msia on the last day of 2010.
Mind you, my new year was not spent on the airplane.
Haha. That's the response of most people when they heard that my flight is on 31st.
It was an early morning flight. I would not wanna celebrate the brand new year on a flight even though that would make it more memorable than ever. :P
It was the 1st time I actually spent my 31st in KL.
As we have the self conscious that we have passed the age of playing around with sprays and foams, thus we tried to avoid the congestion traffic (cars and human-being).
Nothing fascinating about it though. Fireworks watching overlooking Petronas twin tower and KL tower on level 12 of the apartment we stayed. Half of the fireworks were blocked which was kinda wasted.
I don't have any nice picture taken. Haha. This is super blur as I was using compact s95. I ended up shooting using video mode =PHmmm..Guess I really don't have a clear mind of what to blog.
Haha. Looking at what I've already typed, it deviates a lot from the original purpose.
Again, I'm at the cross road of choices and decisions.
Once again, I'm being myself..being indecisive about the future.
Where I want to work? Msia? Singapore? Aus?
Should I still proceed with PR application??
There are several things that have been bothering me..
I just had a super weird dream this morning.
I dream that I was having a proposal to do a Master/PhD. =S
It is about a study on growth of microorganism (small plants) in water and dry land.
I even can see the images of the growth across 2-3 weeks lifespan until they decompose.
Really very very strange. The reason that it is strange is because I've never come across such experiment/images at all.
Now I start to wonder if deep inside me I wanted to do that doctorate degree.
But this is something that I rejected strongly after my summer research and research study during one of the semester.
Hmm..I was told that I might have been working on the wrong research projects..as in those were not within my interested zone.
=.= Why on earth would I have such dream..I don't wanna have one more thing to think about *Fainted*
Regarding PR application, I do not know whether I should.
The application rules have gotten stringent..i.e. Pharmacy, Accountant, Mechatronics Engineer are not on the list anymore.
The rules would be tighter after July 2011 as the IELTS results required must be band 8 and above for each individual test as compared to band 7 currently.
Which mean..I'm eligible to apply in favour.
*Sigh* But I would need to take IELTS for the 2nd time or maybe more judging from my super lousy English.
*Scream*
Why is there so many things to think about?
Friends are getting job offer one by one. I'm still at the point of confusion.
Study life is really much better without all these worries.
Melbourne Timeline
Counting down..5 more days..
I've left Melbie for 3 times (Twice last year, once this year)
This is actually the 1st time I feel upset about leaving Melbie.
Probably because I'm leaving for good.
2 years ago, I was excited about coming to Melbie.
Even though I had to put in effort to adapt to the whole new environment, everything seemed pretty interesting at first with awesome accompany of friends.
Few months later, with the built up of pressure in academic area as well as relationship matters, I did not enjoy as much gradually.
A year later, my initial plan of staying in Aus after graduation slowly being affected by several factors, n the first impulsive reason was my IELTS results failed to meet the requirement.
Half a year ago, I've decided that I would leave Melbie after my graduation.
Few months ago, I was seriously eager to return to Msia.
About month ago, things that I used to be very certain of became uncertain.
Now, I'm 5 days away from leaving this piece of land that I thought I would not miss.
P/S: Mr hard drive, please do not die. You contain all my beloved memories.
Dear Santa, I did not ask for anything this Xmas. I hope it's not too late to ask for a wish now. I just wish that all the data could be recovered =((
I've left Melbie for 3 times (Twice last year, once this year)
This is actually the 1st time I feel upset about leaving Melbie.
Probably because I'm leaving for good.
2 years ago, I was excited about coming to Melbie.
Even though I had to put in effort to adapt to the whole new environment, everything seemed pretty interesting at first with awesome accompany of friends.
Few months later, with the built up of pressure in academic area as well as relationship matters, I did not enjoy as much gradually.
A year later, my initial plan of staying in Aus after graduation slowly being affected by several factors, n the first impulsive reason was my IELTS results failed to meet the requirement.
Half a year ago, I've decided that I would leave Melbie after my graduation.
Few months ago, I was seriously eager to return to Msia.
About month ago, things that I used to be very certain of became uncertain.
Now, I'm 5 days away from leaving this piece of land that I thought I would not miss.
P/S: Mr hard drive, please do not die. You contain all my beloved memories.
Dear Santa, I did not ask for anything this Xmas. I hope it's not too late to ask for a wish now. I just wish that all the data could be recovered =((
Not ready
After 4 years of torment, THE day that we have been working hard for is coming tomorrow.
It was like just yesterday that we're working extremely hard for our final year design project, research project, assignment, burning midnight oil...etc
Couldn't believe that I'm gonna graduate as a Chemical Engineering student with honours.
I guess I'm really a lucky girl on earth to be able to graduate with 1st class honours.(Don't get me wrong, I'm not boasting here k)
Thanks for all the help throughout the years.
There are too many who have offered me help. It will be hard to list out all the names.
I definitely wont be able to do it alone.
Thank you to you know who you are!!! I sincerely mean it!!
I'll be leaving Melb in 10 days time.
I thought I wont be missing Melb a month ago.
N I'm terribly wrong about it.
I...don't feel like leaving so soon......=(
I'm not ready to attend my once in a lifetime convocation;
not ready to leave Melbourne yet;
not ready to be an unemployed.
It was like just yesterday that we're working extremely hard for our final year design project, research project, assignment, burning midnight oil...etc
Couldn't believe that I'm gonna graduate as a Chemical Engineering student with honours.
I guess I'm really a lucky girl on earth to be able to graduate with 1st class honours.(Don't get me wrong, I'm not boasting here k)
Thanks for all the help throughout the years.
There are too many who have offered me help. It will be hard to list out all the names.
I definitely wont be able to do it alone.
Thank you to you know who you are!!! I sincerely mean it!!
I'll be leaving Melb in 10 days time.
I thought I wont be missing Melb a month ago.
N I'm terribly wrong about it.
I...don't feel like leaving so soon......=(
I'm not ready to attend my once in a lifetime convocation;
not ready to leave Melbourne yet;
not ready to be an unemployed.
The Last and The Final
Almost everyone in Monash has finished their finals..
like..95% or more?
Sigh.
Feeling so stressed now but don't feel like talking to anyone.
Don't feel prepared. )=
*Worried*
*Take a couple of deep deep breathe*
Back to nano notes.
Good luck to everyone who are still having exams.
N Wish me, myself and I all the best.
like..95% or more?
Sigh.
Feeling so stressed now but don't feel like talking to anyone.
Don't feel prepared. )=
*Worried*
*Take a couple of deep deep breathe*
Back to nano notes.
Good luck to everyone who are still having exams.
N Wish me, myself and I all the best.
Home n freedom soon!
I smell freedom is coming near...
Getting excited even though I'm not done studying =S
No idea if this freedom will be temporary or could at least last for few months.
(That's if I do not need to take that supplementary paper)
There are SO MUCH to do after my last paper on Tuesday.
-Design presentation
-Packing
-New Zealand trip with coursemates
-Another packing
-Sydney trip with parents
-Unpack and probably repack
-Touring parents around in Melbourne
-Convocation (Hopefully there is no subject to changes)
-Settle everything before I leave Melbourne FOR GOOD
-Savour the last moments in Melbourne
-Final Final packing (full stop)
And...... Tada! Home is the place I would be ((=
As you can see, my schedule gonna be super duper pack.
So dont be surprise to see me MIA for awhile.
Hopefully everything will go as planned!!
~Back to study~
Before that, I just wanna shout~
I MISS HOME!! Can't wait to go home, the best place on earth~
L-O-V-E
@ the airport..
Couldn't believe this has been 22 months ago...Glad that we'll get reunited very soon ^^
Getting excited even though I'm not done studying =S
No idea if this freedom will be temporary or could at least last for few months.
(That's if I do not need to take that supplementary paper)
There are SO MUCH to do after my last paper on Tuesday.
-Design presentation
-Packing
-New Zealand trip with coursemates
-Another packing
-Sydney trip with parents
-Unpack and probably repack
-Touring parents around in Melbourne
-Convocation (Hopefully there is no subject to changes)
-Settle everything before I leave Melbourne FOR GOOD
-Savour the last moments in Melbourne
-Final Final packing (full stop)
And...... Tada! Home is the place I would be ((=
As you can see, my schedule gonna be super duper pack.
So dont be surprise to see me MIA for awhile.
Hopefully everything will go as planned!!
~Back to study~
Before that, I just wanna shout~
I MISS HOME!! Can't wait to go home, the best place on earth~
L-O-V-E
@ the airport..Couldn't believe this has been 22 months ago...Glad that we'll get reunited very soon ^^
Window Live Messenger 2011
Just installed Windows Live Essential 2011.
I installed once before when it newly launched, but don't know why I didn't like it then I reinstalled the older version.
Yesterday out of boredom, gave the 2011 version a try again since I heard so many good comments about it.
In the end took me quite awhile to fix my messenger plus (apparently it is still not very compatible with WLM 2011)..time was spent discovering the new features that WLM 2011 has when I supposed to study =X
So far, I'm still liking the new interface.
Most of the new default emoticons are cute, the appear offline feature just fits me nicely, the sound alert for different user is cool too.
The only thing that I found dislike is the name displayed.
I can no longer add symbols in my display name.
Say byebye to ｡◕‿-｡DØlph!N｡-‿◕｡
I installed once before when it newly launched, but don't know why I didn't like it then I reinstalled the older version.
Yesterday out of boredom, gave the 2011 version a try again since I heard so many good comments about it.
In the end took me quite awhile to fix my messenger plus (apparently it is still not very compatible with WLM 2011)..time was spent discovering the new features that WLM 2011 has when I supposed to study =X
So far, I'm still liking the new interface.
Most of the new default emoticons are cute, the appear offline feature just fits me nicely, the sound alert for different user is cool too.
The only thing that I found dislike is the name displayed.
I can no longer add symbols in my display name.
Say byebye to ｡◕‿-｡DØlph!N｡-‿◕｡
-20%
Never ever been this worse :(
My second last paper turned out to be a disaster.
I couldn't do the entire 20% question, not to mention there are a lot more in doubts. I need at least 35 out of 70 to pass this exam.
So I'm only left with 15 which I might lose all of it.
Sigh.
I admit I didn't study hard this time. Not well prepared but never thought it will be that bad.
The questions came out were LEAST expected.
Sigh. The only thing to comfort myself is..most people are on the same boat..
It is either we pray for a scale-up or taking supplementary paper together.
Please. I only pray for a pass this time.
Don't even dare to think of HD. No more H1.
This semester is so miserable.
The what if I cannot graduate thought is stuck on my mind now.
Sigh. I dont wanna fail any paper. Not on my last semester.
One more paper to go.....
Dear God, please grant me the strength to continue the journey.
My second last paper turned out to be a disaster.
I couldn't do the entire 20% question, not to mention there are a lot more in doubts. I need at least 35 out of 70 to pass this exam.
So I'm only left with 15 which I might lose all of it.
Sigh.
I admit I didn't study hard this time. Not well prepared but never thought it will be that bad.
The questions came out were LEAST expected.
Sigh. The only thing to comfort myself is..most people are on the same boat..
It is either we pray for a scale-up or taking supplementary paper together.
Please. I only pray for a pass this time.
Don't even dare to think of HD. No more H1.
This semester is so miserable.
The what if I cannot graduate thought is stuck on my mind now.
Sigh. I dont wanna fail any paper. Not on my last semester.
One more paper to go.....
Dear God, please grant me the strength to continue the journey.
復刻回憶
Really love this song~
真的很喜欢这首歌 百听不厌
I just dont know why feel refreshing each time listening to this.
The start of the lyrics '你還好嗎 好久不見'
Though it's simple but 很有feel~
你还好吗 好久不见
又来这里 这个老店
後来的你 喜欢了谁
我们 聊聊天
现在的你 一样美丽
至於爱情 是个回忆
她不爱我 他离开你
爱会来 就会去
在不同的城市努力
偶尔也会想想你
这样的我 那样的你
要很久才相聚
我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提故事的原因
青春的复刻回忆像一片云
没法子抓在手里
我们的眼泪在复习着过去
我们的微笑是彼此的氧气
复刻的回忆是封挂号信
多远都可以找到你
窗外的树 爱哭的风
烦恼的我 聪明的你
爱是什麽 什麽人懂
所以 别难过
心还痛吗 请忘了吧
所谓幸福 是个童话
後来的我 一切随意
所以 没关系
午後的闷热的窗外的一场大雨
让我们看见了以前的自己
把时光倒转回那一季
那年的梦 他乡的你
我是幸福の、持續微笑:)
It has been a week since I submitted my design project final report.
Life has been pretty easy-going.
There is vast difference between before and after design submission.
No more force/area = pressure.
I've total control of what I want to do, when I want to sleep, where I want to be (hmmm..within Melbourne only..boo~)
I'm still enjoying this care-free privilege..n now I really think that late papers are actually a blessing ;)
Even though there are things that bother me..
Since I could not change them anymore..just pray that everything will be alright..n it won't be as bad as what I've in mind.
Nevertheless, I think I will really miss all the studies moment.
Even like now, apart from planning the holiday trips..I can sense that I started to feel lost as to what/where/how my future is going to be.
Gonna keep reminding myself that 我是幸福の、持續微笑:)
N same goes to you, who is reading this post!
一、一大早被闹钟吵醒
说明还活着
二、不得不从被窝里爬起来上班
说明没有失业
三、收到一些短信或吃饭聚聚
说明还有朋友想我
四、听别人的话有时刺耳
说明还有人注意你
五、衣服越来越紧
说明吃得还算营养
六、总想出国去看看
说明生活还有追求
七、很想休息但没批准
说明还有一定位置离不开你
八、看了这个文字还能发出会心的微笑
说明你是快乐幸福的
Life has been pretty easy-going.
There is vast difference between before and after design submission.
No more force/area = pressure.
I've total control of what I want to do, when I want to sleep, where I want to be (hmmm..within Melbourne only..boo~)
I'm still enjoying this care-free privilege..n now I really think that late papers are actually a blessing ;)
Even though there are things that bother me..
Since I could not change them anymore..just pray that everything will be alright..n it won't be as bad as what I've in mind.
Nevertheless, I think I will really miss all the studies moment.
Even like now, apart from planning the holiday trips..I can sense that I started to feel lost as to what/where/how my future is going to be.
Gonna keep reminding myself that 我是幸福の、持續微笑:)
N same goes to you, who is reading this post!
一、一大早被闹钟吵醒
说明还活着
二、不得不从被窝里爬起来上班
说明没有失业
三、收到一些短信或吃饭聚聚
说明还有朋友想我
四、听别人的话有时刺耳
说明还有人注意你
五、衣服越来越紧
说明吃得还算营养
六、总想出国去看看
说明生活还有追求
七、很想休息但没批准
说明还有一定位置离不开你
八、看了这个文字还能发出会心的微笑
说明你是快乐幸福的
The wishes I wish
